A  few  days ago when my sister and I visited Greenpark, in Delhi, for some  eateries and shopping I had a funny experience.  A young attractive woman in shorts and a tight t-shirt walked by. I  looked around to see how men reacted to her. To my amazement few  looked, and the few who did gaze at her looked away quickly, almost  embarrassed at their thoughts or behavior. Yet I, in my Salwar  Kameez, and very typical-Indian jewellery, was openly jeered at,  stared at and leered at (mostly by working and middle class men),  making me uncomfortable and confused.   How does a woman in a  sari or a salwar kameez, some older than 40, get leers, jeers and  dirty looks from men, but not a young robust voluptuous woman in  shorts and tight T-shirts? This observation intrigued me.

My  sister, who works for a research organization in Delhi, told me that  not a single woman below 50 (including herself) at her office wears a  sari or a salwar kameez. They wear pants and shirts, or dresses.

I  found more professional women, including young doctors, professors,  nurses and physiotherapists, wearing salwar kameez and sari in  Chennai, Bangaluru and Mumbai. In Delhi, it appears, the popular home  or work attire for students, workers and professionals is Western  pant-shirt for men, and Western style shorts or dresses for women.  Corporate uniform everywhere in India today is "pant-shirt or  skirt-shirt".

Students  of Social Work in Chennai are expected even today to wear sari to  their field work, or internship. My generation of students in social  work fought to make salwar-kameez acceptable attire for professional  field work, rather than just saris. It appears Delhi and its suburbs  have gone to the opposite extremes: Westernized to the point "local  men leer at women in saris and salwar kameezes because it is exotic  and erotic, while women in shorts and tight t-shirts are dime a  dozen". (It is possible that this is true only in certain parts  of Delhi, and places like Gurgaon, Noida, might be different. In my  visits to these parts the difference is slight).  Who'd think  that in Delhi, India, in the 21st century, a salwar kameez or a sari  would become rare, and a reason for male leering?

Maybe  there is also a difference between how upper and middle class men  view "appropriate attractiveness" versus poor or working  class men?

 Maybe  India has modernized so quickly that many things are clashing,  crashing and getting too confusing for millions of men...and women?

Some  of India's upper class and mobile class men seem to have been the  ones who have converted old  demure feminine beauty with character to  "modern day objectification of women for men's entertainment and  pleasure exclusively". Not much research is available on these  kinds of changes in perception and preference.

(Side  note, I was shocked to find that even qualitative data on single  women above 40, 50 or 60 is unavailable in India...though this is a  growing sub-population in many Southern States, Indian cities and  among middle class families. Research on many social issues, emerging  problems and growing trends is poor in India...where quantitative  economists rule the purse string for most research. That has to  change).

While  I welcome many ways to be Indian, and do not want people to get  bogged down by narrow cultural dos and don’ts that are irrelevant,  unnecessary or patriarchal, there  is an identity crisis going on in many Indian cities, and among the  young.

Indian  philosophy allows  for exploration, experimentation and a personalized ways of being and  living...But this exploration and experimentation requires  purposeful, meaningful and thoughtful knowledge and practice, even  when some changes are spontaneous, adventurous and instinctual. I  wonder if the so-called "modernization or change" I see all  over Delhi is much more superficial and artificial than people like  to admit.

Returning  from Greenpark my sister and I got stuck in an auto-rikshaw near a  small circle over a gridlock caused by one car that went in the  opposite direction...causing roadblock, congestion and complete halt  to the traffic for hours. I said, "They all have cars, they all  want cars...they just don't know how to drive, follow rules and show  basic street courtesy and driving sensibility".   It is  like that "appearance and presentation" overruling  "conduct, substance and real change with real knowledge".  It shows up as Western clothes: shorts, pants, suits... ; it shows up  as modern Western names: Sunny, Sam, Tony, Ricky...; it shows up as  cars: Benz, BMW, Jaguar, etc.. They don't read like in Western  societies ; they don't think like in Western societies ; they don't  follow rules like in Western societies...and they don't show  appropriate order, respect for the law and exhibit creative or  proactive ways of problem solving like in many Western societies.  They just like the "show". I  am told that this problem is in the North,  and not in the South. I don't know.   Every second person in  Delhi is a migrant worker from UP, Jharkhand, Chhattisgarh, Bihar,  West Bengal, Rajasthan...You'll rarely see a Marathi, Keralite,  Tamilian, Telegu, Kannada, etc. among the workers. They don't come  this far up north; they cannot speak the language and their State  economies are doing better than some of these Northern States that  consume a lot of products, government programs and social services.  (Of course there is a growing migrant worker population from the  North to the South).

Delhi  is a seriously declining city.

How  did Delhi, that was so beautiful, green, pleasant, calm, cultured,  refined and attractive once, become so crude, crooked, cruel, crazy  and uncultured"? Delhi is not even Punjabi anymore. Most  Punjabis of Delhi have moved to Gurgaon or Noida. The rich ones live  near Lodhi garden, and traverse only ten miles of Delhi...with  constant trips to other cities and countries.   And how did I,  an Indian woman, growing up in cosmopolitan cities of India with  amazing diversity (like Mumbai, Bangaluru...), wearing a Salwar  Kameez comfortably, become a fish out of water in Delhi? Is it me, is  it Delhi...or is there something else going on in some of our cities,  and in India in general? Are "Indian women" spaced out in  their own cities and public places?   One of the big signs of  patriarchy is lack of space in a woman's life, or limited space.  Women of India, for generations, have been confined to their  homes...sometimes nothing beyond the kitchen and few other rooms in  their houses. Some women in the North had to cover their faces in  front of all men in their own families, and do the same whenever they  stepped outside the kitchen or looked outside the window. Thank  goodness I was born in the South, and education was given to all  women in my parents' generation.

While  Punjabi rural women around Delhi worked in farms just like their men,  and Delhi Punjabi women aggressively dealt with men who were  aggressive towards them (including pricking men with pins or beating  them with chappals for misbehaving with women on buses and train), in  today's India the public space continues to be dominated by men...mostly young men.   These young men,  unlike their fathers, are not married at 15 or 20, and they don't  live in insular provincial neighborhoods or towns. They are living in  cities with lots of strangers, including women who walk boldly in  shorts and tight t-shirts, while being bombarded with vulgar  pornographic materials. Their mind is distorted or dysfuntionalized  before they even date a girl, or have intimacy with a woman.

For  the Hindu woman, even as she gets educated, employed and emancipated  in her home and her community, public space remains primarily in the  control of men, and even boys. And larger this space, more densely  populated it is and more strangers live and work in it, more unsafe  it has become for women. Should not change and development make  public spaces safer...instead of less so?

When  I tell people about how I used to bike all over Bangalore as a  teenager by myself, even at night, when there were no public phones  and no personal cell phones, people are surprised. I used to bike  from Maleswaram to Indian Institute of Science in less than half an  hour, from Maleswarm to Cubban park in less than forty minutes...all  by myself or with my sister. Besides the occasional whistles, cat  calls or kisses thrown, which used to anger and infuriate me, I never  had one bad encounter and not a single man in public or at home made  me feel unsafe. I was an attractive vivacious youngster active in the  outdoors.

But  today I, in my 40s or 50s, would not travel alone in an auto after  9:00 pm in Delhi. How did we come to this? As one social researcher  noted, "As women from 15 to 45 become hard targets for many men  to harass, assault or molest...they are going after girls below 15,  and women above 45."   Very interesting insight. As  mothers and grandmothers, now fit and well dressed, accompany young girls to help provide them safety, they themselves become targets of  harassment and violence. More  research needed on this.

One  woman from rural North India noted, "When we were growing up we  were taught to be careful around all men....including our own  cousins, uncles, etc. Now we don't live with our cousins, uncles,  etc. We are living as single women, or married women in nuclear  families...and the stranger next door, or outside, has become a  possible threat all over again."   I look outside my  apartment in Delhi at 8:00 pm (very early evening for me) and I see  mostly empty streets, and but when it is crowded (in the morning or  late at night) it is ninety-five percent men. Women go from their  closed homes to closed work environments through closed conveyance.  They go from a building to another building through cars, buses and  trains. Do they stand on streets, walk on streets, walk alone and  walk at night?

I  once stood outside a restaurant trying to hail an auto near a  restaurant in Delhi at 7:30 pm, and two separate guys in scooters  showed up to pick me up. Women in Delhi do not stand outside alone,  and if they do it is assumed they are meat for heat. I thought this  only happened in Iran, Iraq, Afghanistan and Pakistan, where women  are all covered up and indoors. If they are not they are assumed to  be up to no-good, and it is fair game for all men to harass, assault  or try to pick women up, especially if they are alone, dressed well  and/or traveling at night.   Some believe much of the North has  picked up the worst of Pakistan. I was surprised to hear this.   I  had a terrible experience with a well dressed beggar in Delhi who  pleaded for money in very good English. I was horrified at his  aggression. He actually hit my hand hard to get my attention, and  nearly broke a glass window of a car to communicate with a passenger  about money. When I saw his face I knew he was mentally unwell, and  probably a runaway from his home or an institution.   I said to  my sister, "Delhi is attracting desperate migrants, poor  workers, criminals, deviant men and now mentally unwell people. It is  going to become a one big ghetto like Detroit, parts of Chicago or  Los Angeles".

As  the middle class dwindles in places like Delhi some middle class  families are confining themselves to certain neighborhoods with very  little room for mobility, while some are fleeing the city itself  (like in the US), or the country all together. Some Delhites are even  willing to go to Ghana, Kenya, Romania, Albania, etc, instead of  staying in Delhi. Maybe this is what they call "corporate world,  or capitalistic paradise (being sarcastic of course).

 "At  this rate", I thought, "Delhi could become like Bronx in  New York, or the Watts in Los Angeles". In these neighborhoods  you venture out only in the daytime, and you quickly return home and  shut your door with four locks. You don't look anyone in the eyes;  you don't talk to strangers and you steer clear of any man who is  staring at you or leering at you. Even standing alone and trying to  hail an auto in certain parts of Delhi has become a scary or an  uncomfortable experience.   How did the capital become this  way?

Delhi  requires a new and firm leadership. It requires a person who is not  afraid to put more people in jail: for harassment, corruption,  unethical business conducts, eve teasing or breaking any law  (including traffic laws).

Delhi  also requires some strong women in leadership positions who are not  afraid to use their baton, chappals and handbags if need be.  Demographic changes in Delhi, with psychological changes in male  attitudes and behaviors, require a new kind of leadership.   And  lot of migrants has to go back to their home States and start  developing those States. Delhi cannot sustain this kind of huge  population growth due to immigrant influx. Already vegetables, fruits  and water cost a lot, while the clueless young diddle with their  iPhones, iPads and iHamburger that are abundant.

Middle  class continues to suffer in India...with little political  representation.   As one middle class professional lamented,  "We were once struggling with economic challenges and lack of  affordable necessities and conveniences. Now we are still struggling  economically, but we also have to deal with growing law and order  situation...like in Delhi".   Modi's government, and the  coming Delhi government, has to address this urgently.

About  the author

Dr.  Meera Srinivasan has a Ph.D. from the University of Southern  California, and has taught at several private and public universities  in the US at the Bachelors and Masters levels. She earned her B.Sc.  in Statistics from Bombay University, and her Masters in Medical and  Psychiatric Social Work from the prestigious Tata Institute of Social  Sciences. She also has a post-graduate training in counseling from  Australia. She has many academic papers and published articles to her  credit. She has also presented in numerous conferences and seminars.  She has lived in four countries (India, Thailand, Australia and the  US), and has traveled to over thirty nations. Her commitment to  social research, social development, mental health and social justice  have played a big role in her personal life, professional work and  public activism. She has won several awards for her professional  contributions and community work. She has been praised very highly  for integrating cultural and social diversity, in a complex and  nuanced way, to her mental health and social work theories, analysis  and practice.